icky sticky licky!

Lately i have just been feeling icky! I just got over a week long flu/cold and I now im finally back at work which is nice! I now work at the school and a gap a few times a week which is fun! We got a new teacher at school that works with me. We team teach and she has alot of experiance so its nice to not feel like i have to fill up the whole day. Her name is Tiffanie and shes 21. Shes a nice girl and she got married the day berfore me and treav which is funny. Her husband is 25 i think i haven't met him yet but we might go snowboarding with them sometime. We both drive in from rexburg so we carpool when i dont have to work at gap which is nice to save on gas and get to know her better. I have been feeling really ugly lately. Married life has not been nice to my waist line which bums me out. So yesterday i just cut myself some new bangs( one of my school kids moms was so impressed i did it myself i thought that was funny!) i think they are pretty cute and they will probably keep me from cutting the rest of it for a while so its done its purpose.
I have been thinking alot about what i want to do in school since i am probably going to be going back this september and i cant come up which an answer. I just keep feeling like a should do something thats going to make this huge difference in peoples lives but then i think i should just do something practical like be a accountant. I just want to be a mom really and change the world that way! But i know that i need an education and i need to work for a few years but i don't know what to do!! Im getting my p. blessing soon i hope( its weird that I'm married and i don't have it.. but thats just the way my cards got dealt) so hopefully that will bring me some important answers to some unasked questions.

anyways here are my question to send out into the cosmos