my rollercoaster of a life...

ahh my life is crazy! i had no job for a month and a half and then the job from hell! housekeeping! well that only lasted 2 days and then for the best topper on the cake and new amazing job! i now work with 10 little toddlers they are between 16 months a 2 and a half years. Its at a private school and i am now Ms Jillian. theres only two girls in the class Aubry which is the teacher, Ms Ashley's, daughter and she is the yougest but she obeys just as good as the other childern, and then theres Millee shes a cute little blonde whos quiet and is a really good little girl. Then all the rest are boys Nathan, Modie, Parker, Grant, J.J Mikey., and i cant remeber the rest... sad i know but still. they are all really cute. J.J. is the next youngest and he is a cubby little blonde that likes to get into mischief but he never cries and hes a good boy. But becuase hes the 2nd youngest and he cant keep up with the other kids when we walk so i carry him so my arms go alittle limp... just practice for our kids one day i guess. i love this job! but Jan or Feb i will be the teacher!! Ms Ashley is moving away and i will take over the class. its a big task but i really excited for it. i think im going to start online school because pre-school is only 8-12 so i have afternoons free. i love life and i want to enjoy ever minute of wiping snotty noses and potty breaks...but i am a mother training!

dissapointments.....

oh its a sad day. kinda. so lulu is sold to some else.. lucky little bums! i guess we wil go back to wanting a baby... haha jokes. but yes im sad. i just feel really lonely with treavor at work all day and i just sit at home alone. i miss family.. but i guess thats life now. i hope i get a job then my life will perk up! but good news this weekend is our reception in utah so i get to see my parents and best friend kylie and treavors family! so it will be better... i still love being married I JUST WANT A JOB!! haha pray for me

lulu the lovely

so this is my puppy! her name will be lulu! we are getting her when we go to our reception in utah! isnt she the cutest thing in the world. shes a minature dashhound so she wont get that much bigger! i love her already! i dont know how happy i will be about training her but what can you do i love her anyways! yay for poopies!