out of the mix

She's here!! My sister-in-law Steph had her baby girl last week! She's beautiful! But i can't help but be sad. As the only one left in the States I feel so out of the loop. Everyones lives by each other but us. I hurts my heart. I know im suppose to cleave to my husband and I do I love him so much but I miss my family. I still only work half days so I'm left alone while Treavor is at work till about 6 and so I get lonely! I feel like I'm missing out on so much living far away and its only going to get worse! When I have my kids I'll be sad that they wont grow up with their cousins next door like I did! Its funny how after High School we all want to go away and leave our family behind but all I want to do is go back to them! Oh well enough of my whining! Life is good! I love my job and the kids and I'm learning how to help kids of all ages... I'm a mom in training! its great. I love them so much I can't imagine how its going to be with my own! Treavor is looking forward to the raise that he is promised in the new year and we are both excited to get our puppy after Christmas and spending Christmas at home with the family! I guess that I'll have to get all the family time I can to hold me over till the next time we are home! oh the lifey of this wifey!