the big move

Oh Texas! We are moving to the lone-star state! Good golly do we need a passport to go down there? jokes! I am really excited to move! For those of you that don't know yet Treavor got a promotion, hes going to be the ware-house manger in the Texas warehouse. So off we go!! It would be crazy! I will be starting a dental assiting program at the middle of June and i'll be done at the end of August! So i'm super excited about that! and we got a new truck!! yay. our lives are very exciting right now. I will post pictures when we get the truck we are getting it tomorrow(thursday) Treav is all excited to get his new toy but i really like it too! its way fun to drive! We are going to be SUPER far away from family... well mine we will be about the same distance from treavs. but it will be good! and we are FINALLY getting our puppy!!! im so excited!! hopefullly it will help the baby want. AHH Texas just seems so crazy to me but it will be great... i'll probably loose like 10 pounds from sweating but hey its worth it! Our apartment is AMAZING. Its right across the street from where the dallas cowboys practice so i guess that means its a nice neighborhood? i dont know it sure is pretty though! and i was happy to hear that there are 7 targets in 20 mins distance and an IKEA! woot. which means i get a new couch.. awwe life is bliss.

the bad wife....

So this is kinda a sad post but i hope i get some one that says to me "I DO THAT TOO" or " ITS OKAY HE'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU" I feel like a bad wife most of my life. Treavor doesnt think it, i know cuz i ask him all the time. But i really dont feel like a bad wife. At first it was that i didnt have a job for the first few months of our marriage so i just sat at home like a blob and you think that i actually did something with my time like clean the house, do the dishes, or even make dinner.. Ya right. No i just sat there a slept and watched movies all day. Now i have a job.. well 2 but i never get in 40 hours a weeks so i feel like im slacking on bringing in money for our little family. I hardly ever make dinner anymore i HATE doing the dishes and i have to force myself to clean the house... I feel like most the time im pulling away from Treavor when all i want to do it be closer to him. But i pull away because it scares me to let people in.. hence my crusty exterior. I ask treav to do pretty much everything for me. One day i think that he is just going to start resenting me. I dont know if anyone else ever feels like this but i sure hope im not alone. Well i have decided to turn over a new leaf. Starting tonight. I cleaned our room really good and now im going to get off the computer and go give treav alittle TLC. I guess i just needed to vent...

changes everywhere!

Welp! I got my hair cut..again! but this time i didnt do it i went and got it done.. i like my bangs better now theres not alot of the length just cute! ha. anyways.. treavor was really hoping to get this great new job but he didnt get it which stinks but good news! we are moving! YAY! into a nicer apartment! its a 2 bed room, new, HUGE kitchen and bathroom! its amazing but it is more expensive so we will have to deal with that but it will all be okay. We are hoping to be down in Pocatello in Jan so treav can start on his pre-dental and we can be in school for the rest of our lifes! ha jokes. but really. I thinking about doing my dental assisting this summer! i could be done by the time that we would want to move so it would work out really well and then i could work at a pretty good job while treavor is in school!  i hope it turns out good. other good news im FINALLY feeling better and back to work normally which is amazing! i miss being at work and i HATE being stuck in the house all day. so life is going to be fun in these next few months!!

oh so romantic?

here is the oh so romatic story of mine and treavors first valentines day married!!(dont worry its G rated...basically)

The day started out of me throwing up! then a trip to the doctor(what valentines night doesnt include that right?) The whole day i layed in bed sick as a dog and treavor being the sweetie that he is went and got me red roses, hes a romantic at heart! Treavor atleast took the day off work to stay home a nurse his sicky back to health. So basically all day we layed in bed and watched movies.. well treavors little sister was visiting from Denver but she was staying with jared and natile(my brother-in-law and sister-in-law) So we thought, being the nice people that we are, that we would have her come hang out with us cuz its not like anything was going to go on with us and treavors brother kicked us out of the house last year. Plus the fact that me and nat went to a lingere store so i thought we would give them alittle privacy cuz its not like i was going to use what i got! anyways so katherine comes over and treavor and her go get subway and what not and then some movies.. and what happens JARED AND NAT COME OVER!! what the silly's! i mean common its valentines day! so we have 5 people squished in our little bedroom im sick as a dog our apartment is freaking sick, we have clothes everywere watching the replacements!! bottom line.. best valentines ever! ha!

icky sticky licky!

Lately i have just been feeling icky! I just got over a week long flu/cold and I now im finally back at work which is nice! I now work at the school and a gap a few times a week which is fun! We got a new teacher at school that works with me. We team teach and she has alot of experiance so its nice to not feel like i have to fill up the whole day. Her name is Tiffanie and shes 21. Shes a nice girl and she got married the day berfore me and treav which is funny. Her husband is 25 i think i haven't met him yet but we might go snowboarding with them sometime. We both drive in from rexburg so we carpool when i dont have to work at gap which is nice to save on gas and get to know her better. I have been feeling really ugly lately. Married life has not been nice to my waist line which bums me out. So yesterday i just cut myself some new bangs( one of my school kids moms was so impressed i did it myself i thought that was funny!) i think they are pretty cute and they will probably keep me from cutting the rest of it for a while so its done its purpose.
I have been thinking alot about what i want to do in school since i am probably going to be going back this september and i cant come up which an answer. I just keep feeling like a should do something thats going to make this huge difference in peoples lives but then i think i should just do something practical like be a accountant. I just want to be a mom really and change the world that way! But i know that i need an education and i need to work for a few years but i don't know what to do!! Im getting my p. blessing soon i hope( its weird that I'm married and i don't have it.. but thats just the way my cards got dealt) so hopefully that will bring me some important answers to some unasked questions.

anyways here are my question to send out into the cosmos 

out of the mix

She's here!! My sister-in-law Steph had her baby girl last week! She's beautiful! But i can't help but be sad. As the only one left in the States I feel so out of the loop. Everyones lives by each other but us. I hurts my heart. I know im suppose to cleave to my husband and I do I love him so much but I miss my family. I still only work half days so I'm left alone while Treavor is at work till about 6 and so I get lonely! I feel like I'm missing out on so much living far away and its only going to get worse! When I have my kids I'll be sad that they wont grow up with their cousins next door like I did! Its funny how after High School we all want to go away and leave our family behind but all I want to do is go back to them! Oh well enough of my whining! Life is good! I love my job and the kids and I'm learning how to help kids of all ages... I'm a mom in training! its great. I love them so much I can't imagine how its going to be with my own! Treavor is looking forward to the raise that he is promised in the new year and we are both excited to get our puppy after Christmas and spending Christmas at home with the family! I guess that I'll have to get all the family time I can to hold me over till the next time we are home! oh the lifey of this wifey!

re-cap

heres the little re-cap on this wifey's lifey.
This weekend we spent all of sat help jared and natile(brother-in-law & sister-in-law) on their house. I know, if your going to help out then dont complain, but im sorry not alot was accomplished and not only that i barely got to see my husband on his day off.. but i guess it was good, he helped his britger up in a window and try and figure out the problems with the water pipes while natlie and myself played Dr. Mario(a family favortie) for like 6 hours. I now am the ultimate champion at Dr. Mario! thank-you i know a great feet! And then on sunday i was still feeling sick from this stupid cold i got that we slept in, made breakfast, went to church and then we were lazy for the rest of the day. Doing things like watching 24.. playing more dr. mario and making yummy dinner with ice cream and strawberries on the side... ahh the life!
Today, which is monday i went to school, aka work, and figure out that i was VERY sick so i came home. sad cuz we need the money..but good cuz i dont want to get the little kiddies sick. now i will spend the intire day alone cuz hubby is at work instead of just spending half the day alone.. i dont like being alone.. it gets me sad.. and makes me want a baby! haha but instead we are getting a dog. I know i have said this before but its true! the girl that we were going to get the dog from before.. well her dog is prego again SO we are going at thanksgiving and pciking out which puppy we want and when they are old enough...around christmas...we will have our little friend!! yay!! a puppy! im so so so excited. if its a girl it will be Lulu and if its a boy...Chanco..or Baxter..its not decieded on. but we are excited to have a new little addition to the family!
Now onto thanksgiving.. theres alot to talk about today! We are going to Denver for thanksgiving with jared and nat. im really excited! im making a cute window frame with pics and a cute saying for my mother-in-law for Christmas but giving it to her at thanksgiving cuz i want to see if she really likes it!! i hope it turns out good. we are going to meet up with some of treav's old friends and of coarse see our puppy and eat alot of good food.. but the best is that we are going to be with family! thats my favorite! i love my family! and im trying to ge to know treavors too! being around family is the best part about holidays.
well thats my life lately.. its been great and im loving being married and all that joys and blessing that come with it!!!