eat your heart out martha stewart.

I COOKED. i know its basically a miracle but its turns out i kinda like it. i have been trying to cook alot lately.. i know this might not look like much but if you could taste it!! HOLY. so if you have any fun stuff for me to try send it over!!!

MOVING

grrr.. ok i have finally been guilted into posting again. i know im really bad at this game.. so big news... we are moving.... AGAIN!!! so far we have moved every year we have been married and its getting alittle old. this move in bitter sweet since i am moving away from my family but moving closer to treav's and some sweet friends.. but we will be in rexburgia again. its a good place i guess. and we get our own place again which is super nice. we are thankful to my parents letting us live here but there is something amazing about having your own place. its bliss. so back we go. should be a fun change. nothing much else is new with us.. life as usual. i am trying to figure out how to furnish our house for cheap so if any one has some good ideas.. or old house stuff im happy to be your charity. :) i think that moving this much should be illegal. i hope i have friends in idaho. i have been feeling sad about that lately.. so for all of you that live in idaho.. be my friend.. thanks! also i found out this week that my sister-in-law is preggers.. im so excited for her.. but really sad for me. we have been married for just about 3 years and i want a baby. i do. but i get to wait a few more years.. blah blah blah.. WAITING SUCKS.. so i in this post i have decided that moving and waiting suck... ta da

worst blogger ever!!!

oh my, okay i know im the worst blogger that ever was.. well heres the update on life. We are moving to Raymond in about 2 weeks! im so excited!!!!!! Treav is heaing to school which is awesome and hopefully i can get some classes in the semester. Treav is probably going to be doing Pharmacy and i want to be a hygienist! I have been working in the dental field for about a year and i love it! i just want to progress alittle more so im excited. We are going to living with my parents for a while and then we will transfer where ever we can both get in to continue school! maybe utah or edmonton. But if calgary gets their hygeine program but then we would LOVE to stay in calgary! so we will be home soon so all of you that live up there give is a call and we can hang out! Woot woot! good ol' southern alberta ya gotta love it.. we are probably going to freeze to death this winter but thats half the fun of moving random places all the time. hopefully we can stay put for 2 years since we seem to move every year it would be nice to stay still for a little while. Im super excited to be around the fam again and meegies wedding is this summer so it should be a blast! anways theres a quick update.. it will probably be a year till you get another... hopefully not!

the purse!

this is the new purse/wallet! isn't it cute! we went to this new store on sat called sam moon! and all it is is purses! and jewelry! its amazing! so for this little purse/wallet i only spent 30 big ones!! awesome! it is crazyness there and even on the door theres a sign that says "no strollers on sat" haha and theres cops at the door! but its tons of fun! i also got told today of 2 more stores that are suppose to be even better, even though its hard to imagine! but im going to have to check them out this weekend!! let me know if you want one and live in or near raymond and i can try and bring them home with us!!haha heres treavs feet in my toe thingys! hes such a good sport! 
and look how nice our faces look after our mud masks!! 

girls night!

ohh its been to long! here are some pics from a "girls" night that me and treav had! haha. hes the best girlfriend a girl could ask for! that day we went shopping.. i will post pics of the new purse and tell that story. and then we bought the first season of chuck and watched all of it that weekend!! i love that show. we have also decided that we should name a boy charlie! its just cute.. well i want to name a girl charlie.. but treav says no! okay now whats new with me. I got a job yay!! its at the dental office that i was interning at. they are a fun office and although every place has alittle drama its still fun! i get along with everyone really good. and me and this other assistant jessica especailly get along. we are all very sassy so as you can imagine i fit right in!! I graduated top of my class(woot woot)! i really like being a dental assistant but ill be excited to do hygiene too in a year!! umm what else. we are going to canada for christmas! (thanks mom and dad) im so excited to see all the fam and all that! the weather has cooled down here which is nice cuz im getting sick of sweating every time i walk outside!! anyways.. more in the next post!

new hair!

so this is my new hair! love it. let me know what you think!

ugh life...

update time! i know im a horrible blogger so usually it just ends up being this huge blog so here we go. okay number 1 point of interest we had to put our puppy down. sunday night she got really sick and started throwing up every where so we took her to the vet and they said that she had a nervous system problem and that its really hard for puppies to get over it. but we decided to give her a chance. So we brought her home but she just got worse. About an hour after we took her back and treav took her in and had her put down. i stayed in the car a cried. It was horrible. The next day i didn't go into work but now we are doing better. we both really miss her but its better for her now so thats that.

School is going really good. I have started interning at a dental office. I really like it. I have started assiting on my own which is really cool. They are all really nice. There is a male doctor and a female doctor. The guys name is Dr. V. Hes super nice and funny and sarcastic i really like him. The girl is Dr Noble. She is nice.. she really likes things her way and all of that. really intimating but i like her. They are hiring and they are acting like they want to hire me so i hope it all works out. I have been doing really good in school too! top of the class so im really happy about that.

Treav still likes work. they are all really getting along. BUT there is this guy that works there. His name is Juan. its like 40 not married and lives with his parents. He's from chili and doesnt talk really good english. he gets on treav's nerves really bad but he just deals with it. 

I got my hair cut.. again. its really cute. its just below my sholders and i like it way more.. my computer is not loading pics right now but i will post pics later. 

today i cut treavs hair by myself.. annoying.. i did a good enough job. treav had alot of suggestions but we got through it with all our limbs intact. 

We both had good birthdays. mostly just hanging out at home and all that. last night for treavs b-day we went to TGI fridays and to Hellboy. It was pretty fun. well thats all for now. we are hoping to get up to denver to see katherine(treav little sister) before she heads up to Rexburg. oh well apperantly it decided to load pics. above is some pics of our place and treavs new hair cut that i did! yay.. well that all for now! i'll try and update more often.

new glasses!

YAY! so i have been getting these really bad headaches so finally last week i went to the doctor and today i got my new glasses!! I still have 20/20 vision, i just have a boarderline but they are suppose to help with my reading so im very excited i hope they will help! woot woot! and they are kinda cute right?? and thanks for all the nice words about my ugly hair... ahhh my life.

woot!

just alittle re-cap! although my hair is bad straight! it does curl very cute... and makes good pony-tails.. so for the next month my hair will be curly or in a pony.. good thing it grows fast!

so much has happened....

ugh... okay i know im a terrible blogger! So here we go. we have moved to texas!! treav loves work. he is now the manger and he loves the guys he works with. they are all super laid back and cool. plus the fact that they are way way less busy than the idaho warehouse so its easier and all that good stuff. We LOVE LOVE LOVE our new place its big, clean, high cellings, big nice new kitchen, big open living room. Basically amazing! i promise to post pics when everything is done. we still need to buy some things, like ya know, a bed frame! but its okay we are getting by just fine. Okay next. I started Dental Assisting school and love love love it! My teacher is amazing. super funny and understanding. really easy to learn from. i really like it.. it has been the only week but i know everything!! ha. alright as seen in pics above we got our puppy! she's super cute. her name is lola. she is basically our baby she sleeps in bed with us and wakes us up to go potty and all that gross stuff. but we love her. she likes to play and snuggle and love us so its good. okay so i got my hair cut today.... note that i have NEVER cried after getting my hair cut! i cry for probably an hour straight... i HATE it. i asked for a trim A TRIM common people! A TRIM! she killed my hair! once what was beautiful and long and AMAZING now makes me look like a shaggy dog.... much less is like 5 billion inches shorter! im so sad! i loved my long hair. loved it.. and from a person who has gained tons of weight and her skin is nasty my hair was my last thing of love now i have nothing! im so sad. (pic top right) its just so depressing. ugh my life. well i guess when everything is going for you someone just has to kill your hair. poop! so theres our life till now. i still really miss my family and all of that but i'm just learning to deal. bahh

the big move

Oh Texas! We are moving to the lone-star state! Good golly do we need a passport to go down there? jokes! I am really excited to move! For those of you that don't know yet Treavor got a promotion, hes going to be the ware-house manger in the Texas warehouse. So off we go!! It would be crazy! I will be starting a dental assiting program at the middle of June and i'll be done at the end of August! So i'm super excited about that! and we got a new truck!! yay. our lives are very exciting right now. I will post pictures when we get the truck we are getting it tomorrow(thursday) Treav is all excited to get his new toy but i really like it too! its way fun to drive! We are going to be SUPER far away from family... well mine we will be about the same distance from treavs. but it will be good! and we are FINALLY getting our puppy!!! im so excited!! hopefullly it will help the baby want. AHH Texas just seems so crazy to me but it will be great... i'll probably loose like 10 pounds from sweating but hey its worth it! Our apartment is AMAZING. Its right across the street from where the dallas cowboys practice so i guess that means its a nice neighborhood? i dont know it sure is pretty though! and i was happy to hear that there are 7 targets in 20 mins distance and an IKEA! woot. which means i get a new couch.. awwe life is bliss.

the bad wife....

So this is kinda a sad post but i hope i get some one that says to me "I DO THAT TOO" or " ITS OKAY HE'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU" I feel like a bad wife most of my life. Treavor doesnt think it, i know cuz i ask him all the time. But i really dont feel like a bad wife. At first it was that i didnt have a job for the first few months of our marriage so i just sat at home like a blob and you think that i actually did something with my time like clean the house, do the dishes, or even make dinner.. Ya right. No i just sat there a slept and watched movies all day. Now i have a job.. well 2 but i never get in 40 hours a weeks so i feel like im slacking on bringing in money for our little family. I hardly ever make dinner anymore i HATE doing the dishes and i have to force myself to clean the house... I feel like most the time im pulling away from Treavor when all i want to do it be closer to him. But i pull away because it scares me to let people in.. hence my crusty exterior. I ask treav to do pretty much everything for me. One day i think that he is just going to start resenting me. I dont know if anyone else ever feels like this but i sure hope im not alone. Well i have decided to turn over a new leaf. Starting tonight. I cleaned our room really good and now im going to get off the computer and go give treav alittle TLC. I guess i just needed to vent...

changes everywhere!

Welp! I got my hair cut..again! but this time i didnt do it i went and got it done.. i like my bangs better now theres not alot of the length just cute! ha. anyways.. treavor was really hoping to get this great new job but he didnt get it which stinks but good news! we are moving! YAY! into a nicer apartment! its a 2 bed room, new, HUGE kitchen and bathroom! its amazing but it is more expensive so we will have to deal with that but it will all be okay. We are hoping to be down in Pocatello in Jan so treav can start on his pre-dental and we can be in school for the rest of our lifes! ha jokes. but really. I thinking about doing my dental assisting this summer! i could be done by the time that we would want to move so it would work out really well and then i could work at a pretty good job while treavor is in school!  i hope it turns out good. other good news im FINALLY feeling better and back to work normally which is amazing! i miss being at work and i HATE being stuck in the house all day. so life is going to be fun in these next few months!!

oh so romantic?

here is the oh so romatic story of mine and treavors first valentines day married!!(dont worry its G rated...basically)

The day started out of me throwing up! then a trip to the doctor(what valentines night doesnt include that right?) The whole day i layed in bed sick as a dog and treavor being the sweetie that he is went and got me red roses, hes a romantic at heart! Treavor atleast took the day off work to stay home a nurse his sicky back to health. So basically all day we layed in bed and watched movies.. well treavors little sister was visiting from Denver but she was staying with jared and natile(my brother-in-law and sister-in-law) So we thought, being the nice people that we are, that we would have her come hang out with us cuz its not like anything was going to go on with us and treavors brother kicked us out of the house last year. Plus the fact that me and nat went to a lingere store so i thought we would give them alittle privacy cuz its not like i was going to use what i got! anyways so katherine comes over and treavor and her go get subway and what not and then some movies.. and what happens JARED AND NAT COME OVER!! what the silly's! i mean common its valentines day! so we have 5 people squished in our little bedroom im sick as a dog our apartment is freaking sick, we have clothes everywere watching the replacements!! bottom line.. best valentines ever! ha!

icky sticky licky!

Lately i have just been feeling icky! I just got over a week long flu/cold and I now im finally back at work which is nice! I now work at the school and a gap a few times a week which is fun! We got a new teacher at school that works with me. We team teach and she has alot of experiance so its nice to not feel like i have to fill up the whole day. Her name is Tiffanie and shes 21. Shes a nice girl and she got married the day berfore me and treav which is funny. Her husband is 25 i think i haven't met him yet but we might go snowboarding with them sometime. We both drive in from rexburg so we carpool when i dont have to work at gap which is nice to save on gas and get to know her better. I have been feeling really ugly lately. Married life has not been nice to my waist line which bums me out. So yesterday i just cut myself some new bangs( one of my school kids moms was so impressed i did it myself i thought that was funny!) i think they are pretty cute and they will probably keep me from cutting the rest of it for a while so its done its purpose.
I have been thinking alot about what i want to do in school since i am probably going to be going back this september and i cant come up which an answer. I just keep feeling like a should do something thats going to make this huge difference in peoples lives but then i think i should just do something practical like be a accountant. I just want to be a mom really and change the world that way! But i know that i need an education and i need to work for a few years but i don't know what to do!! Im getting my p. blessing soon i hope( its weird that I'm married and i don't have it.. but thats just the way my cards got dealt) so hopefully that will bring me some important answers to some unasked questions.

anyways here are my question to send out into the cosmos 

out of the mix

She's here!! My sister-in-law Steph had her baby girl last week! She's beautiful! But i can't help but be sad. As the only one left in the States I feel so out of the loop. Everyones lives by each other but us. I hurts my heart. I know im suppose to cleave to my husband and I do I love him so much but I miss my family. I still only work half days so I'm left alone while Treavor is at work till about 6 and so I get lonely! I feel like I'm missing out on so much living far away and its only going to get worse! When I have my kids I'll be sad that they wont grow up with their cousins next door like I did! Its funny how after High School we all want to go away and leave our family behind but all I want to do is go back to them! Oh well enough of my whining! Life is good! I love my job and the kids and I'm learning how to help kids of all ages... I'm a mom in training! its great. I love them so much I can't imagine how its going to be with my own! Treavor is looking forward to the raise that he is promised in the new year and we are both excited to get our puppy after Christmas and spending Christmas at home with the family! I guess that I'll have to get all the family time I can to hold me over till the next time we are home! oh the lifey of this wifey!

re-cap

heres the little re-cap on this wifey's lifey.
This weekend we spent all of sat help jared and natile(brother-in-law & sister-in-law) on their house. I know, if your going to help out then dont complain, but im sorry not alot was accomplished and not only that i barely got to see my husband on his day off.. but i guess it was good, he helped his britger up in a window and try and figure out the problems with the water pipes while natlie and myself played Dr. Mario(a family favortie) for like 6 hours. I now am the ultimate champion at Dr. Mario! thank-you i know a great feet! And then on sunday i was still feeling sick from this stupid cold i got that we slept in, made breakfast, went to church and then we were lazy for the rest of the day. Doing things like watching 24.. playing more dr. mario and making yummy dinner with ice cream and strawberries on the side... ahh the life!
Today, which is monday i went to school, aka work, and figure out that i was VERY sick so i came home. sad cuz we need the money..but good cuz i dont want to get the little kiddies sick. now i will spend the intire day alone cuz hubby is at work instead of just spending half the day alone.. i dont like being alone.. it gets me sad.. and makes me want a baby! haha but instead we are getting a dog. I know i have said this before but its true! the girl that we were going to get the dog from before.. well her dog is prego again SO we are going at thanksgiving and pciking out which puppy we want and when they are old enough...around christmas...we will have our little friend!! yay!! a puppy! im so so so excited. if its a girl it will be Lulu and if its a boy...Chanco..or Baxter..its not decieded on. but we are excited to have a new little addition to the family!
Now onto thanksgiving.. theres alot to talk about today! We are going to Denver for thanksgiving with jared and nat. im really excited! im making a cute window frame with pics and a cute saying for my mother-in-law for Christmas but giving it to her at thanksgiving cuz i want to see if she really likes it!! i hope it turns out good. we are going to meet up with some of treav's old friends and of coarse see our puppy and eat alot of good food.. but the best is that we are going to be with family! thats my favorite! i love my family! and im trying to ge to know treavors too! being around family is the best part about holidays.
well thats my life lately.. its been great and im loving being married and all that joys and blessing that come with it!!!

my rollercoaster of a life...

ahh my life is crazy! i had no job for a month and a half and then the job from hell! housekeeping! well that only lasted 2 days and then for the best topper on the cake and new amazing job! i now work with 10 little toddlers they are between 16 months a 2 and a half years. Its at a private school and i am now Ms Jillian. theres only two girls in the class Aubry which is the teacher, Ms Ashley's, daughter and she is the yougest but she obeys just as good as the other childern, and then theres Millee shes a cute little blonde whos quiet and is a really good little girl. Then all the rest are boys Nathan, Modie, Parker, Grant, J.J Mikey., and i cant remeber the rest... sad i know but still. they are all really cute. J.J. is the next youngest and he is a cubby little blonde that likes to get into mischief but he never cries and hes a good boy. But becuase hes the 2nd youngest and he cant keep up with the other kids when we walk so i carry him so my arms go alittle limp... just practice for our kids one day i guess. i love this job! but Jan or Feb i will be the teacher!! Ms Ashley is moving away and i will take over the class. its a big task but i really excited for it. i think im going to start online school because pre-school is only 8-12 so i have afternoons free. i love life and i want to enjoy ever minute of wiping snotty noses and potty breaks...but i am a mother training!

dissapointments.....

oh its a sad day. kinda. so lulu is sold to some else.. lucky little bums! i guess we wil go back to wanting a baby... haha jokes. but yes im sad. i just feel really lonely with treavor at work all day and i just sit at home alone. i miss family.. but i guess thats life now. i hope i get a job then my life will perk up! but good news this weekend is our reception in utah so i get to see my parents and best friend kylie and treavors family! so it will be better... i still love being married I JUST WANT A JOB!! haha pray for me

lulu the lovely

so this is my puppy! her name will be lulu! we are getting her when we go to our reception in utah! isnt she the cutest thing in the world. shes a minature dashhound so she wont get that much bigger! i love her already! i dont know how happy i will be about training her but what can you do i love her anyways! yay for poopies!