out of the mix

She's here!! My sister-in-law Steph had her baby girl last week! She's beautiful! But i can't help but be sad. As the only one left in the States I feel so out of the loop. Everyones lives by each other but us. I hurts my heart. I know im suppose to cleave to my husband and I do I love him so much but I miss my family. I still only work half days so I'm left alone while Treavor is at work till about 6 and so I get lonely! I feel like I'm missing out on so much living far away and its only going to get worse! When I have my kids I'll be sad that they wont grow up with their cousins next door like I did! Its funny how after High School we all want to go away and leave our family behind but all I want to do is go back to them! Oh well enough of my whining! Life is good! I love my job and the kids and I'm learning how to help kids of all ages... I'm a mom in training! its great. I love them so much I can't imagine how its going to be with my own! Treavor is looking forward to the raise that he is promised in the new year and we are both excited to get our puppy after Christmas and spending Christmas at home with the family! I guess that I'll have to get all the family time I can to hold me over till the next time we are home! oh the lifey of this wifey!

re-cap

heres the little re-cap on this wifey's lifey.
This weekend we spent all of sat help jared and natile(brother-in-law & sister-in-law) on their house. I know, if your going to help out then dont complain, but im sorry not alot was accomplished and not only that i barely got to see my husband on his day off.. but i guess it was good, he helped his britger up in a window and try and figure out the problems with the water pipes while natlie and myself played Dr. Mario(a family favortie) for like 6 hours. I now am the ultimate champion at Dr. Mario! thank-you i know a great feet! And then on sunday i was still feeling sick from this stupid cold i got that we slept in, made breakfast, went to church and then we were lazy for the rest of the day. Doing things like watching 24.. playing more dr. mario and making yummy dinner with ice cream and strawberries on the side... ahh the life!
Today, which is monday i went to school, aka work, and figure out that i was VERY sick so i came home. sad cuz we need the money..but good cuz i dont want to get the little kiddies sick. now i will spend the intire day alone cuz hubby is at work instead of just spending half the day alone.. i dont like being alone.. it gets me sad.. and makes me want a baby! haha but instead we are getting a dog. I know i have said this before but its true! the girl that we were going to get the dog from before.. well her dog is prego again SO we are going at thanksgiving and pciking out which puppy we want and when they are old enough...around christmas...we will have our little friend!! yay!! a puppy! im so so so excited. if its a girl it will be Lulu and if its a boy...Chanco..or Baxter..its not decieded on. but we are excited to have a new little addition to the family!
Now onto thanksgiving.. theres alot to talk about today! We are going to Denver for thanksgiving with jared and nat. im really excited! im making a cute window frame with pics and a cute saying for my mother-in-law for Christmas but giving it to her at thanksgiving cuz i want to see if she really likes it!! i hope it turns out good. we are going to meet up with some of treav's old friends and of coarse see our puppy and eat alot of good food.. but the best is that we are going to be with family! thats my favorite! i love my family! and im trying to ge to know treavors too! being around family is the best part about holidays.
well thats my life lately.. its been great and im loving being married and all that joys and blessing that come with it!!!

my rollercoaster of a life...

ahh my life is crazy! i had no job for a month and a half and then the job from hell! housekeeping! well that only lasted 2 days and then for the best topper on the cake and new amazing job! i now work with 10 little toddlers they are between 16 months a 2 and a half years. Its at a private school and i am now Ms Jillian. theres only two girls in the class Aubry which is the teacher, Ms Ashley's, daughter and she is the yougest but she obeys just as good as the other childern, and then theres Millee shes a cute little blonde whos quiet and is a really good little girl. Then all the rest are boys Nathan, Modie, Parker, Grant, J.J Mikey., and i cant remeber the rest... sad i know but still. they are all really cute. J.J. is the next youngest and he is a cubby little blonde that likes to get into mischief but he never cries and hes a good boy. But becuase hes the 2nd youngest and he cant keep up with the other kids when we walk so i carry him so my arms go alittle limp... just practice for our kids one day i guess. i love this job! but Jan or Feb i will be the teacher!! Ms Ashley is moving away and i will take over the class. its a big task but i really excited for it. i think im going to start online school because pre-school is only 8-12 so i have afternoons free. i love life and i want to enjoy ever minute of wiping snotty noses and potty breaks...but i am a mother training!

dissapointments.....

oh its a sad day. kinda. so lulu is sold to some else.. lucky little bums! i guess we wil go back to wanting a baby... haha jokes. but yes im sad. i just feel really lonely with treavor at work all day and i just sit at home alone. i miss family.. but i guess thats life now. i hope i get a job then my life will perk up! but good news this weekend is our reception in utah so i get to see my parents and best friend kylie and treavors family! so it will be better... i still love being married I JUST WANT A JOB!! haha pray for me

lulu the lovely

so this is my puppy! her name will be lulu! we are getting her when we go to our reception in utah! isnt she the cutest thing in the world. shes a minature dashhound so she wont get that much bigger! i love her already! i dont know how happy i will be about training her but what can you do i love her anyways! yay for poopies!

the lifey beings!

i am a married woman! lucky me! treavor and i got married on august 11th and we have now been married for 2 weeks... almost a life time! ha! married life is great! i miss treavor every minute he is away from me.. okay maybe not every single minute but pretty close! i am currently unemployed so yes i sit around the house cleaning about 50 times a day... its very boring! but its life! ahh being a wife is t he sweets! i love treavor more and more each day.. and im sure that hes happy i wear his shirts everyday.. haha but thats life with this wife!

Angel of Mine
When we're together I want time to last forever.
Sadly, it doesn't and we part,
it hurts so bad my heart falls apart.
When I hear your voice it makes things all better,
Angel of Mine why can't we be together.
When I'm with you nothing else in the world matters.
I look into your eyes, kiss your lips,
I feel your heart beat through your finger tips.
I Love you SO much, I want you to know,
Your my Angel, I'll never let you go!

This is my love poem from Treavor.

a dress sent from heaven!

stress is a big word in my life as of late. but as i started out sat morning with nicole and a desire to find the dress to wear on the happiest day of my life i wasnt stressed but excited! as nicole and i entered the great city of target we had to hit up alittle target for good times and then set out on our task. the first dress store we pull up to and a great light from heaven shot out at the little dress in the window. and there was my dream dress... mid-calf and polka dots? honestly who could want more! it was beautiful. i walked into the store and immeditaly said I WANT THAT ONE! it fit like a glove. perfect. the best dress in the WHOLE world. i was so excited. but wait theres more! this dress, as the sales-woman informed me, was ordered by mistake. they mixed up the numbers and got sent this one instead of another that the truely wanted. and it so happened to be my size. truely send from heaven!!

theres a baby fever and i dont want the cure...

i always wanted childern but now the fact that im actually ALLOWED to have them it excites me! i just want a little one...even though im just a baby myself. but im not the only one! everytime treavor sees alittle girl "hey baby, look at that cute little baby!" ironic that im a baby too? i think so! he MAKES sure i see the little kid and its so cute! but we are just to young and just starting out with so little that we dont want to make a little angel endure with us. but its cute and makes me fall more and more with my baby. i guess the neices and nephews will have to do. (thanks for the pic steph)

my two loves!

TREAVOR AND NICOLE..nothing brings more joy to my heart. treavor of coarse im so in love with that i wish every minute im awake i could spend with him. hes funn and clever and nicer than anyone.. but wait someone has the same characterisitcs NICOLE! my roomate and very good friend. last night while i was talking to her till 3 in the morning i realized that i love nicole so much cuz shes just like treavor! these two people just make my days bright! one day when both were busy i longed for their attention by calling then about every 3 mins. when ever nicole, who works night at a hospital, leaves me and i have to sleep alone in our room im cry myself to sleep!! they are just loves of mine... i always tell nicole that shes in our realationship! i just love them with all my heart!

oh the stress of it all!

Oh life! Why oh why do i stress so much! Rushing into married life is alittle crazy.. espeically when your 18.. But i just feel lucky that i have my perfect man by my side... BUT WHAT DO I DO WITH MY LIFE! sometimes i feel like this!! streched beyond belief but what can you do!! maybe i should just get snoais and call it a day! happy blogging...

theres a close up for all you bloggers out there!

ENGAGED!

And so it Beings!! Welcome to a new Wife...okay an almost new wife! Me and my sweetheart of 7 months just got engaged on 25th of April. I am the future Mrs. Treavor Daylong! Life couldn't be better! We meet in the first of Oct at Subway where we were both working at the time and it was love at frist sight! We started dating on Oct 5 and have been happy ever since...excpet a few bumps and brusies. Hes tall, gorgerous, patient, kind and the love of mine... Our plans are to get married on August 18 and live in Canada and work and be in school and be in love!

"Oh, it is love from the fist time i set my eyes upon hers!" -hellogoodbye